I'm really scared to go to therapy?

There isn't any shame in going to a psychologist. Its completely confidential, and if it's going to make you feel better then its worth the try, right? It sounds like your getting your life on track you just need to keep going. There are always people in your life who are going to bring you down you just have to bounce back again. I think you should go and see the psychologist, just to put your mind at rest if anything.